Decisions and Derision

Lately, I've been struggling to find purpose in life. I've spent most of my time trying to find an answer, a meaning. It's been rough, and I've spent a lot of time in states of frustration and depression. It's been difficult. 

I stick to my lists, my rules, my own personal code, and try hard not to push my values on others. My celebration has been tempered with wisdom that includes others more than offends them. 

But it's hard, and it seems like, looking for faith, those with the most of it are also the most unkind. So, with Star Trek my moral compass stays, believing in that brand of hope over the things on this Earth I can't control.

Ugh

I really don't have an update on the blog life, so here's Admiral James Kirk.